__ freaks

OMG the o's are HERE!!!!




that silly ney and stef made me go down to OLPS to study.


i couldnt even study laa.


that silly grotto waterfall thing was such a huge distraction.


but unfortunately, neither of those two twits felt the same way as me.


damn. ):











ohwells.


tmrw's the first of nov.


tmrw's also marks the beginning of the demented O's.




















bio's first up


somehow im realie scared cos i dint do well for it during prelims.


so im like, nervous.


damn damn damn damn damn damn.











like wat renee said


"at this stage, all we can do is kneel down and pray."

















keep the faith.


the end is in sight.


-kerri.














man,


hopefully.


i cant wait.























study date with calvin<33 and stefanieBABY.











-out

__ gross or not

i was on my way for tuition.
stef called and while talking, i happened to chance upon this dead rat with its inside all on the pavement.
i just said o m g repeatedly over the phone to stef.
it was so gross.
i rmbr it was on the outer side of the pavement.
then i forgot about it.
while i was walking home.
i saw this lump of red thing moving.
red ants, i guessed.
feasting on smth.
lets see wat it is.
double omg.
it was the same fucking dead rat.
except it was on the inner side of the pavement.
fucking strong ants.
i was doubly grossed out today.
damn.




on the way to tuition
it started to rain.
heavily.
i was just wondering how to get to the condo without getting drenched
(read : getting a cold just before O's)
and just as i was about to run in the rain,
i heard a voice "excuse me.."
i turned, only to see a guy calling me.
i walked back to the bus stop
turned out his maid was bringing him an umbrella and asked if i wanted to wait for it to shelter me to where i wanted to go.
so i said alright.
then it sheltered me all the way to the condo
and he stayed right opposite.
omg. lucky me.
a rich dude offering me a brolly!
hahah.
i mean, not many ppl are so nice nowadays.
he's obviously not gonna read this.
but i still wanna say thank you.
(: you've made my day.
and becos of you, i wont be getting a cold. ;D





wat an eventful 3hours out of my hse.
just to tuition and back.
wow.




-out

__ love me

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you

_ erin

this post is for that tallarico renee.
this silly girl asked me to post this picture of her best friend.
oh, i mean, love rival.

renee wants this as a declaration that she has given steven the silent treatment, a long talk after finding out about his "affair". and now, they're cool.



world, this is Erin. steven tyler's ex-new love.
and renee requested i mention that erin's FAT.
so there.

so steven, watch out aites?
dont make little nicolette cry.
or you'd be given the silent treatment over again.
and you'd be deprived of Big Nights with Renee.
we all know wat an animal she is.
right tommy?
and william?


;D




stefanie would think otherwise.


-out

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRI TEO!

its finally ur sweet sixteen.
(: love you bitch.



and to a special someone who is celebrating his bdae today too ::
thanks for being my pillar of support. and its been a joy to know you. (: here's wishing u a happy happy birthday. i love you.

__ its almost here

the much-awaited O's are just in a few days time.
and before we know it,
it'll be OVER.
yes, over.

i totally cant wait.

we already have so much post o's activities.
;D exciting.


met stef ytd.
supposed to meet at 9am, but some ass overslept.
reached siglap at 945, and guess wat?
fets was still at home.
then she changed venue to siglap centre cos we were meeting someone else.
when i asked who, she said "SURPRISE!"
watever man.
while walking, vivien called.
hahah no prizes for guessing who was our surprise friend.

went to cartel for breakfast.
susan and kumseng came for breakfast too
and treated us! ((:
either that or we walked out without paying.
lol.
we went to starbucks to study.
i did my summary while stef and viv sat at the couch and studied bio and geog respectively.

stef eating this lollipop RIGHT AFT BREAKFAST.



vivien studying bio sleeping
the woman who was a staff was so damned rude
so we moved to gelare where we saw jonathan.
he was working there.
so yeah, studied til abt 5.
left only aft we camwhored.


the three of us.


me and stef. ((:

well there are realie alot of photos.
and for some reason, blogger beta realie sucks when it comes to uploading pics.
shall do it some other time.



-out

__ study marathon

o m g la .
i spent another day with fets.
this time, with an addition to complete the sonicfets group.
we had a BLAST.
calling somebody.
hahah.
april, may, june.



anyw.
im bloody annoyed with some ppl
abt the chalet thing..
aiya.
heck laa.






-out

__ study

went on this crazy study marathon today.
with fets.
we practically LIVED in starbucks frm 130-730.
omg laa.
never again.
ugh.



im too lazy to blog abt anyth else la.
):
so boring.
O's are in less than a week.
oh wellssssss.



get it over and done with.









i miss you babyy,
):



-out

__ study

__ change ur mind

And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear i'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
And let go too soon.



today was a beautiful day. (:




-out

__ answers

well here are the answers for that silly thing i was asked to do. (:


these are the five false statements.

3. i've been skinny dipping before
thats rubbish. doesnt mean KERRI has done that before means i have.


6. i was very talkative when i was young.
mummy said i was realie quiet. like wat vann says, i wonder wat happened to me now?


7. i like to watch tv.
oh i dont. realie.


10. im realie good at talking to a crowd.
i suck at that. just ask my classmates.


15. my bedtime is around midnight.
wat rubbish. bedtime is 10pm.




hahah. ((: so yeah
thats me for you.




to all those who guessed,
i dint realize it would have been so tough.
hahaha





toodles!




-heartyoubaby.





-out

HELLO RAECHEL ONG (:

Here's some good advice for you. STUDY HARD! (: Cause if you dont, you'll end up looking like this.

BUT, if you study hard like role model Stefanie Chen Shuwen,

you'll have good results & yay! JUMP FOR JOY ;D

Hahahaha. I LOVE YOU!

__ grad nite

this is a shoutout to all sec 4s frm tkgs.
do post this to tell everyone you know. ((:


GRADNITE!! ((:
our gradnite is at M hotel, anson rd.
its on the 22nd of Nov.


so yeah.



damn, we've only one day to prom shop..
wtf.



-out

__ overdue pics.

me at starbucks. (:



best and me. (: 01102006



-out

__ tagged

was tagged by kerri and stefanie chen to do this silly thing..
ugh.


One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.

Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.

Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.

Four. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!

Five. Get 5 others to do the same



1. my table is the messiest place in my house

2. i can play the piano pretty well but i hate it.

3. i have gone skinny dipping before

4. i failed 7 out of 9 subjects in sec 3.

5. i hate lui.

6. i was very talkative when i was young.

7. i like to watch TV.

8. i have only watched two movies this year.

9. i threw someone's lunchbox out of the window before.

10. im realie good at talking to a crowd.

11. i was bullied when i was in kindergarten.

12. i have watched the parent trap 47 times.

13. i have an idol. (: [if u dont knw if this is true or not, ure an idiot]

14. i can play for worship without scores.

15. my bedtime is usually arnd midnight.

16. i hate guys who like me the moment they meet me.

17. i am scared of fresh prawns.

18. im a loner.

19. i cant sight read drum scores.

20. i have twisted both ankles before.


well. its like super easy cos i cant be bothered to realie think.
oh wells.
im so sleepy.




realie tired.
i hope all goes well for my prac tmrw.
bambambam.






here i go
so dishonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone.




-out

__ besties!

had mep prac in the morning.
man, it was terrible.
not my playing but the experience.
i left my hse at 950.
definitely i could reach sch by 1045.
at ten thirty, sheena called and said that they pushed everyth forward.
i was like, wtf?
without thinking, i got off the bus and cabbed to sch.
then yah la, when i reached sch.
williams said "no. i dint say anyth was pushed fwd."
then sheena "but thats wat u said.."
williams said "NO. "
*silence*


like watever man.
i rushed like mad, even ran up the stairs to the music room.
i think its just crazy.
i still can rmb how fast my heart was beating.
the examiners were realie nice.
i mean, the moment i walked in.
all six of them looked at me and smiled.
yes, SMILED.
my hands were all wet.
i was so nervous.
slipped a couple of notes.
but i guess it was alright.
*shrugs*


headed to wee lee to jam for my drums prac.
there were so many flies in the room
God knows why...
ugh.
thanks to fets, zidd and vann for helping me out (:
much loves.



went with bestie to play pool at marina.
had carl's jnr first.
at the pool place, the fucking uncle refused to accept my ezlink card
even though i was above sixteen.
like wtf?
he said need IC.
watever man.
so we played arcade games.
(:
then we walked to bras besah.
checked out guit effects.
i had a fun time with best. ((:
<3s


im so tired now!!
shall go sleep.
science prac tmrw.
i dont even knw how to prepare for that LA.
): i mean,
there are a million and one things that can come out.
food test, rate of rxn, diffusion etc etc etc.





maybe i shud just sleep.
the haze is getting to me.




i'll keep you my dirty little secret
dont tell anyone or you'll be
just another regret
hope that you can keep it
who has to know?


-out

__ teachers

just saw sarah-ann's comic blog.
and i came across the quote
"a good tchr is like a candle -
it consumes itself to light the way for others"
it dawned upon me that that is realie wat tchrs are meant for.
and it makes me wanna work hard
prove myself to them
and also to tell them that their work has paid off too.



i guess this entry is more of a tribute to my tchrs.
those that have realie made an impact in my life.
frm TKGS.
(:




MISS SAFFIAH:: this mad tchr though loud, we all knw she's one of the most committed tchrs in TKGS. constantly printing notes for us, and even typing out ALL the answer schemes for hist and ss. though sometimes she can get annoying, but you shud see the way she stands up for our class if we get into trouble. (: I LOVE HER!

MRS CHEONG:: this mad woman. the one stef wants to strangle. but i guess, she's okayy. though sometimes she realie picks on me. i knw she just wants the best for us. though sometimes she can be a little nuts at times like telling me its sweet of me not to bring sweets into the exam hall. like, wth.

MISS LUI:: this is one woman who has made the greatest impact on my life with her size and booming voice. i hate her totally. like so wat if i have tuition? you got a problem? she teaches so fcking slowly that its impossible to catch up with the other classes!! is it our fault that we hvnt learnt two chapts for prelims? NO. she's made an impact on my life. i'll rmbr her as the fat teacher who taught so slowly and who's taking one of the higher pays in TKGS. she watch out. she better.

MRS NGIN:: the cutest of all! (: i realie love her. almost every lesson she tells us inspirational stories to get us going. i still rmbr the first story she told us. and also the apple she gave us. that meant to tell us "in every apple, there is a star. and to see it, u need to cut it the right way. same as u all. all of u, like the apple, have a star inside you. and soon, you will shine." so sweet! so many of us cried during class la. i mean, its realie different when ure teacher goes the extra mile to buy us all apples to remind us. oh. and recently, she made all of us origami birds. she cut all of them herself in diff colors. its realie pretty. its meant to remind us to be like baby birds. "keep flapping your wings. cos if u quit, nth will happen. but if u keep flapping, and when u try hard enough, one day you will fly." thank you mrs ngin!



yeah thats it for this year.
a preview of my tchrs.
(:



oh i got tagged by that stupidKERRI to do someth realie dumb.
like watever man.


i'll do it another time.

off to practise for my MEP prac that is at 1120am.



toodles!






-out

__ if i kissed you

If I Kissed You - Corrinne May

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.


If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.




(:




-out

__ love me

If you get there before i do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
But i don't know how long i'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until i see you again
I'll be loving you
Loveme.


(:

_ post 200

this is my 200th post! (:


somehow i had an exciting day.
exciting not cos smth realie fun happened.
but i guess its the beginning of smth beautiful
and i realie want it to work out.




so yeah.
im not gonna let anyone ruin it.







Nobody told me it'd feel so good
Nobody said it'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind






(:





i'd give all it takes
to see you smile.
and hold your hand again.




-out

__ last day of school

//edit// today in sch the debate finals teams were Live on 93.8FM. it was a talkshow i think. then this crazy scholar, FAME, she talked. she said someth like she beat up the cat, buried it alive, stuffed a pipe into its mouth until its eyes popped out. and she added that she did it not because she was traumatized by smth frm young but because she felt good doing it. i think she's fucking psycho. dont u think so? hello, the sch's name is at stake! she should be sent to jail!! wat the bloody fuck. i realie think she's fucking mad. go back to thailand laa. bloody fuck. //edit//


the day started bright and early.
announcements by lois was HILARIOUS.
((:
great start. THANKS LOIS!
during english,
everyone was getting our masking tapes done.
((:
school was a BLAST.
me nir and pra pasted the word "Bodohphuck" on our asses and walked arnd sch like that.
so bloody cool.
we were like taped all over.
had a realie great day.
camwhored like nobody's business.


first terrible shot of the day. with the best fren anyone could have. (: FATCHEEKS!!


shaun and us. (:


i know he's just JEALOUS of our masking tapes. haha.


got rid of the jealous one.


buddy and i during operation clean up!! (:


buddy, me, kerri and yin qi. ((: at the corridor.


buddy, me, ally and kerri. ((:


the mighty five! (: all five of us are called true EIGHTERS. cos for all four years we were in TKGS, we were in the eighth class tgt. you guys rock! ((:


(clockwise frm top left):: priya, sheena, kerri, me, yinqi.


this is fourEIGHT for you! ((: the only person missing is ms saffiah. notice all the masking tapes? ((: FASHION STATEMENT!!



well. headed to the MJC open hse aft sch with corde and alyo.
saw aaron.
but the open house was a bloody flop.
ah wells.




aft my hair in those pins for the whole day.

my hair became wavy.
hahah!

yayys.





okayy.
going off for dinner now.
hungry.
FOOD.






will you lie here with me
and just forget the world?


-out

__ second last day of school

well this is the 2nd last day of sch.
and im feeling a little nostalgic.
not abt the sch.
but about the people who has been with me for the past 2years.
namely 4eight. (star class)
so i decided to write a short para for those im close to in class. (:

here goes.


NIROSHA:: hello. (: thanks for being my new and nice lab partner. (unlike priya) *ahem* you're my favourite friend! (: love you. (priya, stop calling nir a TATTLETALE)
PRIYA:: haha. u idiot. i knw ure bloody happy that ure SECOND on the list. just refused to put u first. haha. anyw. thanks for being there for me though u're usually ANNOYING. haha. ok ok. u're not so annoying la. love ya babe!
NRL:: hey you. (: thanks for being such a nosey bitch. nosing around all my stuff. argh. and unproudly being the first to know abt *ahem*. i feel like slapping you. but i cant bring myself to cos i love you. ((: sweet aite? melt NOW.
SHRTL:: SKINNY! haha. i can hear priya's voice screaming that word now in my head. annoying voice. haha. i know you love me. heh.
SNAM:: bambamBAMbambam! yes i know i must teach u how to whack the drums. thanks for being so cute all the time, making me laugh. ((: love!
ZIDD:: four years of netballing. ahaha. ((: i know we've had fun. rmb those times ppl thot we were tgt? hilarious! ((: love ya.
VIVIEN:: hey (: thanks for being a great fren. though we dont talk alot but i knw you're a fren i can always count on.
KERRI:: yoohoo!! omg. i cant believe it! we've lasted this four years tgt. (: i'll nvr forget how we bullied yagnya. with hid and naad also. hahah. so evil. oh wells. LOVE LOVE!
STEFANIE:: haha! FETS. oh wells. thanks for being a fat fren. without you, im sure my life would nvr be the same. I LOVE YOU.
JOCELYN:: buddy!! (: thanks for having recess with me all the time. im gonna miss you. (: lets fight for more marks tgt! hahaah.
SHEENA,CELESTINE,MABEL:: thanks for all the bridging sessions and that bowling game. hah. (: we should be like taitais. except we play bridge instead of MAHJONG.
SABRINA:: haha. ((: thanks for always pinching, kicking, hitting me double the times i do it to you. abuse! oh wells. u're windy and i cant help it. haha.
YINQI:: (((: my good fren! we must stay frens forever okay? (: you me and kerri. woohoo!! all the best for ur future endeavours.

to everyone in 4eight (including those above):: i love you ALL very much and without anyone of you, i may not be who i am today. im thankful that somehow God has allowed me to meet you crazy people. lets all strive hard for O's. no matter wat ppl say about us eighters (esp the tchrs), lets all study so hard and make saffy proud of us. (: aft all she was nice to us. haha. i mean it, okay. we owe her tons. WE WILL walk out of TKGS with our heads held high, cos we know we have done well. (:



now everyone's signing class photo.
i shall put it here soon.
man, im gonna miss everyone.


damn.





-out

__ nothing in this world

nothing in this world can stop us tonight
i can do wat she can do so much better
nothing in this world can turn out the light
im gonna make you feel alright
tonight




((:



off to study.
):



-out

__ lethargy

im so lethargic.
home rocks.
school is so out man..

oh wells.
ive passed my prelims.
and by the end of this week,
i would have officially graduated frm tkgs.
four years.
(:



tuition laters.
so tired laas.

all the open houses this week.
shud be making a trip to MJC with corde and JOEL.
we're going to visit AARON.
haha.
he'll try to let us jam there or smth like that.
well,
i realie hope we get to. (:



snam:: bambamBAMbambam ((: miss you monkey.








<3





you're the answer to the question
the reason to the rhyme
you're the rhythm to my heart
when it beats out of time
im so thankful that you are mine
its true that you are my SOUL TATTOO


-out

_ vid

oh oh.
see the video!! (:

its on my frens.
who are just crazy.
the resolution is not that good.
but heck.

(:
toodles.

_ boy

<3s


you're already the voice inside my head.
i miss you.







[/edit]
for the first time, i was late for service today.
felt pretty weird but at least i had a fren with me.
and i wasnt alone.
so thats good.
*silence
okay its not good.
i shant be late anymore.

yeah.

kaes im effing bored.
stefanie is NOT helping at all..


listening to that silly manU song now...
stef chen is corrupting my mind!!





i should go.


[/edit]

-out

__ feelings

well,
i got almost wat i wanted for prelims.
so i shud be happy.


yet somehow
i feel so lost in this whole process.
random thoughts have been running through my mind.


the end of O's marks the start of many things
-more freedom to go out
-more excuses to go out (darn, i said that alr)
-chances to do anything u want
-a whole new life
-a whole new school life
-a whole new love


etc etc etc



like darn.
its realie
so much to do, so little time...
):



im feeling bloody shitty now
i dont know why.










i dont wanna run away
but i cant take it
i realie dont understand.
why does it feel so right when its obviously wrong
im tired of the whole thing.
its not that i dont love you.
i still do.
just that im just so bloody tired
i know you are too.
i think.
i guess this marks the end of everything.
im glad it happened.



-out

__ 0706

rahhs.
today was so boring laas.
and my phone bill is definitely exploding at the rate im msging lance.
omg.





im not gonna blog much today cos im like, tired?
think i need pool hour tmrw or else..
i'd just become a freak.
)):




pool pool pool.




i miss you sweetie.
cant wait till ure mine. (:
<3s





-out

__ accidentally in love

glances.
looks.
longer looks.
stares.
a stranger.
then an acquaintance.
suddenly,
we talked as if we knew each other for so long.
then
a hug that felt so strong.


his face i still rmbr.
my heart beat so fast at first sight
is that wat you call infatuation?


or maybe its just mutual attraction.





ive never felt that in a long time.
someway somehow.
u held me captive for that short span of time.
it was like living in a dream.



but like a dream, guess its over.
friends, though, forever.







but just wanted you to know.
that feeling was great.
the way u protected me.
the way u paved the way for me.
all for me.



for that moment, i loved you.







LOVED.









now, im back to reality.



-out

__ carnival

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!! ((:
<3s

im gonna be a beaver today.
SO fun man.
rahhs.


i miss PINKY.
):



gtg nw.
love love.



-out